The Mooch Friend

A friend I guess I’m closest to (as far as how well she knows me and in other ways how close she lives to me compared to friends I’ve made who live out of state & even different countries) asked if I’m staying in my apartment another asked month. I basically told her what I’d… Continue reading The Mooch Friend

Masking Emotions

I think as children a majority of us were taught to just “suck it up”. To keep a “stiff upper lip” and all that instead of learning how to express with and deal with our emotions in a healthy manner. I think it’s important even as an adult to be able to sit for a… Continue reading Masking Emotions

Openness…

Okay. When it comes to me I’m pretty open and opinionated. Ok stop laughing and nodding. I know I can talk people’s ears off. But more people “claim” to know me, and don’t really know crap about me. They know maybe one side, one facet to me. I’ve learned over the past decade or so…that… Continue reading Openness…

Why I Hate Talking about Weight

People can talk and talk about weight and what’s considered fat/skinny and everyone will argue and hate you and I don’t even want to go there. But if it’s a HEALTH issue my stupid brain can’t help but butt in. And usually a complete stranger with a stick up their butt is the one to… Continue reading Why I Hate Talking about Weight

Job Hunting Stinks

Job hunting stinks. Maybe it’s the anxiety talking but it’s never been my favorite thing to do. Public speaking is easier than an interview to me. Again I’m not fond of talking about myself. Obviously something I’m working on. I’ve been filling out job applications. I’m limited by the distance because I don’t have a… Continue reading Job Hunting Stinks

Near Death Experiences, Purpose & A Smidge of Religion

I feel like I’m dying inside. There have been times in my life where I feel I’ve somehow escaped death. I’m not really talking about times where you got scared for a moment when you slip. But if you’ve seen movies like “Final Destination”, people can for sure die from crazy accidents. Thinking about that… Continue reading Near Death Experiences, Purpose & A Smidge of Religion

Respect and Dreams

There are certainly different kinds of respect. Or what you think of as respect. Respect can come from wealth, money, or power–and yah that kind of respect can be nice. There is the respect that comes with authority; whether a business or in a family setting. Respect should definitely go along with love. But what… Continue reading Respect and Dreams